...and so much to reflect on this morning. Sorrow for the 185 lives lost, guilty relief at not having to endure what those families have been through in the last year; astonishment that we have managed to hold body, soul and business together through these past insane 12 months and 10,000-plus aftershocks. Pride and awe at how resilient and pragmatic the kids have been through it all. And an acceptance that this really is it.
Life in Christchurch will never be what it was, and it will never be what it would have been. Somewhere, sometime, once they stop pulling things down and the earth stops shaking things to the ground, the building will begin. The city will grow and evolve from the ground up for the second time in its 150 year history. But this time, as then, it will be slow, it will be a stop-start affair, and it won't be for the people who lay the first stones. Or this time around, drive the first 30m piles.
Hell, at this stage of the game I'm not even confident we'll know whether the house is a rebuild or a demo job before they're putting me 6 feet under. Let alone have a home that is fixed.
I am away again. Surprise, surprise. This time at istrategy in Sydney, where the focus is on the vexing question of the IT/Comms divide, the power of data and customisation, the move to mobile (that statistic about more people acccessing web browsers via mobile platforms than tethered devices by 2014 spookily close and top of mind here), the power of communities, and building social businesses. The conference is more reaffirming and focusing than revelatory. But nonetheless, valuable as we enter what is Christchurch's version of the New Year, and think about what is to come from here.
On the drive in from the airport out of the city and through suburban Sydney I was struck again by something that also hit me when we were in LA a couple of weeks ago: our city might be broken, but we'll be fixed one day. These cities of endless, colourless, suburban sprawl will always be ugly. Sorry, Sydney, I love your CBD. But these suburbs? They leave my heart stone cold.
And so to another day of digital marketing immersion. I am sad to be away today. But also slighty relieved to be able to just dip a toe in the water here and there into the deep, awful emotions of this day. And so aware at how fortunate I am to have that choice. The families of those 185 live with that anguish every day.
I will wander off and find a quiet place at 1051am local time, and take those two minutes to reflect.
And hopefully, then I will do what we just need to keep on doing and put one foot in front of the next, and head to the next session.
The office will be closed this afternoon in recognition of the anniversary, but if you need anything urgently, you can still get hold of me (just leave a message and I'll respond between sessions) on 027 4346667.
Onwards.
Susi
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